
Summary: A 45-year-old woman, recovered from alcohol and drug misuse for 3.5 years, discovered she is autistic. Understanding her past behaviors in a new light, she’s navigating her identity and embracing her new truth.

The author reflects on their spiritual journey, emphasizing the painful self-discovery post-autism diagnosis. They explore themes of ego destruction, the search for identity, and the transformative power of suffering, ultimately finding hope and acceptance.

The author reflects on the importance of sharing love and connection amidst a busy life. Spiritual growth should guide us back to our hearts, emphasizing the need for human relationships over material achievements and distractions.

This journey of self-discovery as an autistic woman has brought insights on trusting oneself, handling others’ opinions, and recognizing the significance of one’s own experiences.…

The author reflects on their recent autism diagnosis, expressing a mix of gratitude, sadness, and revelation. They discuss their spiritual journey, recovery from addiction, and…

The author reflects on a profound emotional release after completing self-assessments, realizing her undiagnosed autism shaped her unique experience of the world. This newfound self-awareness…

Three days after a new autism diagnosis, the writer feels the need for a formal diagnosis to stop self-doubt. They note a lack of scientific…
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