Recovery, Discovering Neurodiversity & Spiritual Experiences

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  • My Autistic Alcoholic Journey

    Summary: A 45-year-old woman, recovered from alcohol and drug misuse for 3.5 years, discovered she is autistic. Understanding her past behaviors in a new light, she’s navigating her identity and embracing her new truth.

  • Sufism & Self-Discovery: Navigating Annihilation

    The author reflects on their spiritual journey, emphasizing the painful self-discovery post-autism diagnosis. They explore themes of ego destruction, the search for identity, and the transformative power of suffering, ultimately finding hope and acceptance.

  • What is Spirituality Without Space for Love?

    The author reflects on the importance of sharing love and connection amidst a busy life. Spiritual growth should guide us back to our hearts, emphasizing the need for human relationships over material achievements and distractions.

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  • My Light Mornings

    My Light Mornings

    Reflections the day after writing My Dark Mornings. Love and self-care, combined with mindfulness the tides of anxiety and depression

  • My Dark Mornings 

    My Dark Mornings 

    9/8/2024  Dread.  Doom.  Fear.  I wake. My eyes still closed. Shut to the world yet. Anxiety floods in. I don’t know why. Immediate dread pitted…

  • The Importance of Mental Health in Recovery: Breaking the Silence

    The Importance of Mental Health in Recovery: Breaking the Silence

    Vanessa emphasizes the criticality of discussing mental health, especially in recovery circles, where it is often suppressed. She challenges society’s discomfort with the topic, highlighting…

  • Cocooned Recovery: Embracing the Authentic Self

    Cocooned Recovery: Embracing the Authentic Self

    A sober alcoholic and undiagnosed autistic reflects on early recovery, realizing that alcohol created a protective persona. A journey of self-discovery reveals the impact of…

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