
Summary: A 45-year-old woman, recovered from alcohol and drug misuse for 3.5 years, discovered she is autistic. Understanding her past behaviors in a new light, she’s navigating her identity and embracing her new truth.

The author reflects on their spiritual journey, emphasizing the painful self-discovery post-autism diagnosis. They explore themes of ego destruction, the search for identity, and the transformative power of suffering, ultimately finding hope and acceptance.

The author reflects on the importance of sharing love and connection amidst a busy life. Spiritual growth should guide us back to our hearts, emphasizing the need for human relationships over material achievements and distractions.

Vanessa reflects on her journey of understanding her neurodivergence rather than solely identifying as an alcoholic. Her autism diagnosis reshapes her self-perception and reveals the…

The “disease of more” describes the persistent pursuit of pleasurable experiences and substances, leading to addiction. It explores how underlying issues, like autism and rejection…

The author reflects on the complexities of living with autism and recovery from addiction, acknowledging feelings of hopelessness while also finding hope through writing and…
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